Fadhli Butterfinger

Never Easy
06.12.2010

Let it flow, Let it go.


Anything happens, 
Will always feel the guilt.

Cracks
06.12.2010

I'm being patient with myself too.
This useless brain is never working. 

Please Fad, do this right.
If anything bad happens, the first person I'm gonna blame is
ME, MYSELF AND I. 


Goodnight world. 

Love
06.12.2010

Forgive me.
I know I've been bad.
Sorry.
I love you.
I hope you feel the same too.


Goodnight my dear.
Sleeptight, don't let the bedbugs bite!
See you at school.<3

MISSING YOU
06.12.2012

Picture
That was our first picture took together 21.07.09


I've got to say, 1 year plus passed by,
but my feelings toward her never fade.
Never had been altered or changed.
Because i love her as a person.
Yes we may not have that much things in common,
but hey, thats the exciting part right?
She's is still a mystery to me. 
So whenever i meet or see her, 
there's always been this feeling in me to still find out more about her.
I meet this girl here everyday,
In school in particular but I never got bored. 
or what malays say 'jelak'.
In school is different, outside school is different.
When holidays come or something,
when i don't get to see her for at least one or a couple of days, i feel that i miss her. Really do.
Because i see her everyday, I'm not used to not seeing her. 
But of cause yeah when NS comes, that is different. We'll just have to endure.


Well I have to say i really miss my beautiful princess up there.
She showered me with lots of love and care.
And I'm hoping that I could give her the same or more in return.
Because I know I/ve made a lot of mistakes but she never failed to forgive me.
Hoping that i won't ever take advantage of her kindness.
She showed me what love really is, 
patience, sacrifice, honesty, care... All this form love <3
What can i say is that I really do love this baby girl of mine.
And I miss her. She changed the way i think :)
We still have far more to go, a lot of things in the future.
We got a diploma to earn. Real life await for us :)
As for me, yeah NS, and Insya'Allah I wanna get my degree :)
I wanna have a bright future. I just don't wanna survive, 
I wanna LIVE MY LIFE! heh. :)


I LOVE YOU SWEETHEART <3
MISS YOU LOADS <3
I'M SORRY, FORGIVE ME <3


yours truly,
Fadhli Butterfingerz~